This post originally appeared on Author Expressions on Friday, April 5, 2013.
We live in an age of "not enough time." How often
have you said it? How often have you heard someone else say it, when you nod
and murmur agreement? For anyone who writes, the phrase comes often, sometimes
every day. But is it accurate?
Every writer needs time to write, think, rewrite, edit,
revise, review, critique, and polish. There seems never enough time when I
start writing, and I slog along wishing I had more time. But I'm starting to
think this is one of those automatic thoughts, and I would do well to ignore
it. When I stop to think about it, I find time in lots of corners of my day.
One morning last month, because of the snowstorm, I left for
work three hours later than usual. These three hours were a luxury, and instead
of doing something mundane like vacuuming or sorting laundry, I proofed a copy
of the paper back of my newest work, Last Call for Justice: A Mellingham
Mystery. I knew the text was correct, since
I'd already read it through, but I wanted to go through each page to make sure
no lines had fallen off, the pagination hadn't suddenly gone awry, and similar
concerns. That took less than an hour.
After proofing, I took the time to review a short story I'd
written several months earlier, sent out for review to a reader, and revised.
It was ready to send out, but where? I spent half an hour considering where to
send it, made a choice, and submitted it online to a literary journal. (I write
all sorts of things, with and without dead bodies. This one was without, but it
did feature a homeless teenager.)
Next came a friend's mss, which I had eagerly offered to
read and comment on. She's been kind enough to read almost all of my work and I
wanted to return the favor. I gave the story a first reading, made notes, and
mentally scheduled a second reading for the next day, when I'd have had time to
digest the first one. After that I had a little time left so I read. My current
reading is Kate Atkinson's One Good Turn,
a Jackson Brodie mystery.
I can't always count on a snowstorm to start my day, but I
can find half an hour before I go to work to do one or two things--send out a
short story, read a few chapters, make notes for a scene.
On my drive into work on that snowy day, I thought about the
first draft of my current work-in-progress, which has been sitting on my desk
for over two weeks. It's taken me over three years to finish the draft, and I
have already made a mental list of the main changes I want to make. The ending
is a little too perfect, unlike life, and in this mss I want the reader to come
to the end and think, yes, this is how it would end; this is what would happen.
I know I also want to strengthen the first chapter. Occasionally I hear perfect
lines in my head and I hope I can hold onto them till I get to work, or can
pull over and write them down. I am a firm believer in both hands on the wheel.
I do not answer my cell or make a call while driving. (Warning: Do not call me
on a cell when you're driving. I'll ask you to call back when you've parked the
car.)
When I got home after work, I turned on my computer, checked
email, viewed FB, and made a few notes for editing. I started dinner and left
it simmering on the stove while I returned to my mss. Later, my husband and I
ate dinner, he did the dishes, and I tidied up. After dinner I drafted this
short essay. And now, as I come to the end of this piece, I'm glancing around
for my book. I have fewer than one hundred pages left in Atkinson's mystery and
want to finish it tonight.
Even without those extra three hours this morning, I would
have completed almost all of the writing tasks I got through. My day is like
anyone else's, with little pockets of time I can use for writing or for
something else or for nothing. But since I'm a writer above all else, I'm going
to use them to write, edit, revise, read, and more.
Would I like more time? Certainly. Do I need more time? I'm
not sure. Having more time would be a luxury, but anyone who thinks he or she
needs days and weeks of uninterrupted time in order to write will probably
never write. Each one of us has many things to do, but if we want to write, we
will. Writers write. That's what we do. We find the time, however much or
little it is, and we use it. So when someone tells me he or she doesn't have
enough time to write, I smile and nod, and then I think about making them a
character in my next story.
If you're interested in my current work, go here for Last Call for Justice: A Mellingham Mystery.
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